Again





I'm so tired , but I want to write in this space .

I've come so far from being 15 . It's weird to go back and look at myself . At the same time though , I'm glad I'm different , but things were a lot simpler then .

Now , I'm just always looking for more in life and having lame , semi-deep thoughts about who I really am and what I should really be doing wig my life .

I am 22 years old , but I feel like I'm turning 50 and I'm going nowhere .

Sigh . I know I just got back , but moving to Melbourne couldn't come any sooner . I'm aching to go so badly I wake up in tears sometimes and it feel like shit .

Goodnight everyone . I hope tomorrow is a better day for me... And you too , if you need it .

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