Burning

Time and time again , I've repeated the same things . And the more I say it , the more I mean it . Why ? Because life would be so much easier without you in the equation and I would be a hundred million times happier . I know I would be . 
---

What happens when you're so angry the tears won't stop coming and your body convulses involuntarily alone in your room ? What happens when you're shaking so hard from the emotion and the only thing that you think will make it better is also the only thing that makes it worse ?

I wish I was someone else so you would disappear completely .

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Japan!

ONLY 28 DAYS TO TOKYO! I wasn't excited before because I was kind of mad at how much money it's taking, but now I'm ecstatic. I think it probably has something to do with how miserable I've been at work, so Japan will be a good escape. Also because I'm planning to leave just before the holiday, so HOHOHO, LOOK AT ME!!! WISH ME LUCK!!!
Read more

Back On The Floor

Hello old friend. I've been having a hard time with my feelings lately, and I find that that older I get, the harder it is to articulate the way I feel to the people around me. Strange, isn't it? Life hasn't been terrible, but my mental health often feels like it's dipping again and I don't really want to speak to anyone about this because I feel like there's no reason for it to. Which is why I'm back, hopefully it won't be permanent, and even if it is, maybe it won't be all too negative. My fingers are crossed. I'm just glad I still have this platform to vent.
Read more

Slow and Steady

Today I am grateful for the people I am surrounded by. My family, friends, Justin, and my cat. I am grateful for the time they give me, the emotions they have invested and the friendship and bond that we both enjoy.
Read more